Lauraweird

Something's changing The end I feel is near Too much to handle Too much to bear The heart can only take so much Bigger than the changing of seasons Changing of the moon Changing from day to night More confusing than the body changing with age Something has clicked Pieces now forced together By years of pounding Yours of forcing Becomming, changing, into exactly what the world wants It crawled inside The death The screaming The religion All of it Planted a seed in there Which has now started to grow Being watered by fear Fed by hate Smiles few Frowns few Laughs nonexistant Solemn forever Like going right from Summer

"You know I've never..." "That's alright. I promise, I'll go easy. I'll only do what you want me to." I'd been waiting so long for this For you to fall in love with me "But I don't want to twll you all that I want. Because I want you to like it, too..." "Demyx, it's with you. There's no doubt in my mind that I'll love it." You chuckled and I relaxed As your fingers slid under my shirt Pealing the material up slowly I gasped Feeling your lips on my abdomen Slowly trailing up Just like the shirt that was now being pulled over my head And then I was reminded Just how much I wanted this Shirt tossed to the side Lips dancing up my

Each bead A happy thought She had so few now You could count each one They rested there Around her neck Where she'd never lose them And were always close to her Those beads were the only thing Keeping this girl alive But everyday one black bead Would dissapear The necklace gets shorter With every happy thought Gone Looking at her now... The beads are tight Close to her throat Not yet chocking But soon will no doubt And there's nothing That we can do Besides sit and watch her choke With the few happy things left to her Because we'd rather her die With a smile on her face Instead of what would happen If we broke the n